n the list goes on...

List haha...
mi frens will noe wat i mean...
so damn happy..
just completed 3 nytes..
was like hell!!!

1st nyte damn busy
aftr that i went out n got home at almost 3
slept fer 3 hrs n had to go work again
darn sleepy..
2nd nyte was ok but sleepy...
then i got home n din slp..
mi fren veronica came over n ate at mi hme n we were toking loads of stuff...
man i miss those times wen we were alone n were tooking loads os stuff..
i olways loved her but well we fought over nonsense stuff..
thats frens
n so i din slp at ol n went to werk...
man i was a zombie..
everthing was slow motion sia..
at a point of time i was walking sideways n cant open mi eyes... haha
mi collegue helped mi to walk straight..
haha
the i knocked out...
in the bus n was walking like a drunk woman back home..
i barely can open ma eyes...
then i knocked out n slept
rechargin mi batt hahaha
so well nvr do nite shifts without slp..

mi frn said im much more happier at werk than before..
glad that i am n ppl noticed..
i hv to learn that among ol the sorrows i must smile instead of sit n cry..
some ppl think im not bothered of their feelings n then im living in own world n that im becoming worse n stuff..
mayb at times ya...
but i spend times wif mi frens n do ol this to forget n de stress....
alot of things in mind i dun say out
but better left unsaid..
ppl will not understand...
sometimes i miself dunnoe y everything is happening that way n y im doin wat im doin...
ppl think im sittin n enjoying miself wen i was juz busy crying mi eyes out...
ol i can say dun judge wen u dunnoe...
cuz the ppl hu know me n see mi everyday will know the difference....

im a survivor..
i will b happy..
as much as i hate ward ryte now i will love mi work
i will try
n i will not cry...

smile....
u nvr know hu's day u hv made wif that 1 smile...

~rebbie~