Yesh i m blogging after sho long...
very very busy women...
was doing alot of nonsense stuff...
got into unnecessary problems n now i m goin back to old ways to stay clear frm the indian clan...
let mi plubicize...
i HAVe a lovely dearest bf!!!!
he is Jaafar..
indian muslim..
i noe..
olways said i will nvr get married to a muslim....
olways said i will nvr get married to a muslim....
n wen i noe im in love i told miself not to think... not to encourage... don't...
but mi heart gave way...
couple dating, wif mi abang n mi fwen indhu n her fiance kugan... long time i hv not done that..
n well well...
on that nyte after everything...
i onli told indhu 1 thing...
if only he was a indian....
n i really felt so sad he's a muslim n i fer the first time.. saw him not as a normal fren... but a person i actually would want to be with...
a good character hu olways respected woman n looked after them..
the one thing that i 1st actually noticed...
istead of the guy hu olways got bullied n will nvr say a word... n even if he did sadly... he lost hahaha
now the other way round...
olways i lose out...
The more i tok with him the more i'm falling for him...
the more i think being with a muslim is k..
the more i wan to b wif him..
i was smiling so much n i was feeling happy n feeling... the way i used to love wen i had a first love...
which i tot i could never find back
a feelin i cant describe.. a feelin i found again n it is so good...
to b able to love the way i used to....
knowing him fer a yr plus i nvr was worried of being wif him cuz well, i do know some things bout him n he's character..
at vivo city wif indhu i said if only he was a indian , i wan to be wif him
n now.. indian or muslim ... i love him n i will do wat it takes to be wif him...
07.10.2007
The day, confessions of feelings and the result..
we are together...
everday i nvr get tired of saying how much i love him...
so much i will miss him
olways waiting to see him..
I never get tired of looking at his face...
oh well...
so there...
and well i know this time wat i do want...
I believe in telling mi parents of mi relationship if i think he is the one
i nvr did tell them of mi previous relationships.. fer that reason
i believe i know what i want
so well mi parents n the rest of mi family all know im attached with him...
n I'm glad history didn't repeat itself n they accept him..
I'm Happy..
For Finally Being With A Person I can't Stop Loving..
Love You So mUch!!
Everyday I wake up thinking of You..
N go to Bed Wif u in My Mind..
Olways the gila 1..
haha
gila over wat...
Over mi Love
And everyday which pass i Hope that 1 day, in Years to come...
I have a baby Juz like this Baby...
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