im back!!!!

argh!!!! i can blog again!!!
THKS TO MI DEAREST SISTER... I LOVE YOU LOADS!!
finally!!
wahha
well well...
wats new
im single
so many things happened...
got depressed n now picking miself up again...

u noe....
life is something wonderful
a gift to us
but sometimes well alot of times we take it as a pain n live in the pain
remembering ol the hurts we went thru n not olways remembering the smiles we had
fer gals hu r heartbroken....
dun let a man bring u down..
u know y
cuz we dun deserve this..
everyday is a new day n we must b happy WIF wat we hv..
cuz wen we lose them one day
it's too late... no point regretting then

kumar is goin aussie...
soon... I'll Miss You
a man hu was there wif mi n tolerated ol mi nonsense...
but sadly i cant gv much...
guess i dun reali noe wat i wan animore...
doin things just in a rush
but ryte now
thinkin thru things alot..
well im not saying i regret mi decisions...
well 1 decision ... yes...
Nvr trust any1 easily...
cuz there r many vultures waiting fer meat...
n 1 day...
these ppl hu hurt mi..
will feel the pain i was caused...
cause the pain inflicted.. still brings tears to mi eyes...
but everyday i tell miself..
Smile cause the ppl hu hurt dun gv a shit n no point holdin on to the pain...
put em at the back of ur heart n smile n olways b happy...
If not for urself... fer the ppl Hu LOVE You

Fer the ppl i love...
its fer them...
they will b hurt seeing mi in mi depressed state...
n i hate they way i was wen i was down...
as much as mi life is fucked up...
i will fight this fer happiness...
N daily u will see a smile on mi face...

~rebecca~