Thursday, July 07, 2005

wat shld i do?

i hate being depressed...i hate feeling lonely... i hate it wen ppl say they will call but go missing... i hate it wen ppl say things they never meant...i hate it wen they leave u in the lurch in times of trouble.. i hate it wen the world turns upside down... i hate it wen i dunnoe wats goin on.. i hate it wen i dunnoe wat to do... i hate it wen ppl make mi cry...i hate it wen i can't stop crying...i hate it wen ppl u trust breaks ur trust.. i hate it wen im being made use of fer personal gains... i hate it wen i can never find a solution to problems.. i hate it wen i kip getting problems after problems...i hate it wen u can find peace...i hate having a burden in mi heart.... hate it wen i can't face up to mi problems...i hate trying to be happy wen im not...i hate it wen i bother but the other dusn't give a 'F'.. i hate it wen others b happy after causing mi pain... i hate wats happenin rite now... i hate being helpless... i hate not knowing wats happening....i hate being miserable...i juz hate beind so sad n not able to lift miself up.. i hate it wen ppl juz kip hurting mi again n again... y is this happening...suddenly i hate mi life...
i never felt like this before...
and i hate this feeling.................
hate it even more that i can't make all this go away!

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