boring......

its sos so boring... im dying in boredom.. sitting at home is suffocating mi along wid all the other things bothering mi in mi mind.. ppl at home sleeping is mi past time but seriously i do that to run away frm thinking of mi problems...its the best.. slp n it will disappear that is until i wake up...now i dread sitting at home cuz all the more im free n think nonsense.. if at least im out i do things i tend not to think too much.. well mi frens do hv a life of their own n i can't possibly impose on them... everybody is busy...i.. i dun wan to go out with any fren i hv cuz they will ask mi hows life n some questions i dun wan to ans them fer time being..haiz.. fer now sit at home n rot i guess.. gr8 way to spent mi holiday.. well i made plans to actually kip mi holidays busy.. but im in no mood to enjoy all that with a fren in hospital.. i prefer to jus lie low though i noe i can't be doing this 4eva..i dunnoe... i will survive.. i need time... we'll c wer this goes.. chao.