Work....

today sho sho busy...
n mi throat is killing mi n mi coughs are coming weneva mi patients are nearby
n well renal patients are very particular bout their condition ... they dun like sick ppl get near them...
bz bz... i kept running up n down to fetch n send patient...
charts... i had to make sure their updated properly or the nite staff will come n spit sarcasm at me... like they are so perfect...
grrrr
too bad mi charts were done nicely.....
the nite junior got the cheek to ask... if i updated the charts... i juz told her 2 go n cek cuz im done updating...
throat hurts...
mi abng kept nagging at mi to drink water... seriously no time..
i oni drank water wen he told mi to hehe
n wen i finally went fer break cuz mi gastric was killing mi...
n so well i finished on time..

n i miss mi abang!!!
tmrw morning shift.. haiz lazy wake up...
tmrw im gonna mit mi darling nyp gals...
can't wait...

good nyte!!!

surprises...

well well today im back to work after 1 week of enjoyin mi leave from work...
No heart to go back to work...
haiz...

1 week...
wat was i up to..

tues:
i wen out wif asmah to go shop fer her fiance birthday pressies
but well it was unfruitful cuz firstly he has everything n is a very fussy guy so there is really nuthing much we can get...
so we ended up buying him undies haha...
n i got nagged by her fer not saving enuf money n that i better start saving money fer mi wedding...
that is like i think still got 4 or 5 years more...
long long way to go la....
oh well i will start next year though...
n well i was having a roller coaster mood swing... prActically cuz i missed mi bf so so much... it was so damn long i actually seen n spent time with him..

wed:
went to sgh to hand in mi advanced dip thingy then went to city hall to give an interview fer mi sis fren hu nids to do an article on death....
then went to bedok library n borrowed books...
haha long time since i read... n i love reading...
then i went to mit asmah at cgh n we went tmp n continued looking fer the pressies...
then grace kold up n met us at tmp...
after some quick shopping we sat at our usual spot...
kopi kachang!!
coffee bean.... n yacked away...
i missed mi bf so so much i was so damn sad... n i started toking to mi bear..
the bear mi bf gv mi...
the next thing i knew.... i saw a bike enter at century square wearing his superman helmet...
my abang!!!!
hahaha man was i so happy to see him...
he found out were i was from asmah n came by...
really happy... i missed him like crazy..
after that mi n abng go mum mum n home..

thurs...
i went out wif mi ward 64 gals...
joan, juzilah, reka, nadiana, seh..
we went to watch enchanted...
a beautiful movie...
n i miss my baby yet again...
then shuting joined us n we went fer dinner at tong seng street
then we walked ol the way to clarke quay n got ourselves ice cream n sat there yacking away...
then we headed home...
i enjoyed mi day wif the gals..

fri:
well well i was home the whole day...
till nite wen i felt like kolin indhu to chit chat...
the next thing this monkey asked mi out n so we went sumwer i missed going...
clubbing!!!
haha... the one reason i enjoy club is for the loud music wer i can dance away... n it really has been sometime since i went...
i good gal mah..
ahhahaha
we went dxo then jeans...
we then go mum mum n home at 4 plus ...
but clubbing was not that fun cuz i my mind was only on mi bf hu i miss so much..
i miss spending time wif him..

sat:
well sat was karthikae...
wer by they light little lamps...
so i got up in the morning n went to mit indhu to watc thondan.
a epic play...
it was wonderful n well i cried...
damn sad..
then we went shoby gaut to get a present fer a bday she mids to attend n headed back to her home...
2 hungry monkeys ( indhu n me) got there n whacked ol the vegetarian food...
marvellous.. there's nuthing like home cooked food n vadai i hv been craving for...

well after a splendid dinner i had to do work...
light the lamps that is...
it was sho beautiful..
i did it last year n im doin it again this year...
after which i went home to knock off..
and i went to bed sadly yat missing mi baby boy agaiin...

Sun:
i was still so sleepy headed cuz i nvr really slept properly in the week...
mi abng kold mi n finally we were goin to go out n spend real time together...
seriously.. i tot he was not going to mit mi..
i was shocked that we were goin to mit..
n so we met at orchard n went to eat at pizzahut...
we were so so full..
then we headed to yishun to catch a movie
vel..
surya was drop dead gorgeous hehe...
the movie was good..
then we headed to pasir ris n lepak till late...
then well i got hungry again...
the entire week i was not hungry n ate only 1 meal a day or no meal...
n wen i see him i soo happy n so mayb mi tummy were working again...
haha
we went to makan n then he send me home...
i know he is very tired... n he made the effort to mit mi though he is tired...
oh well we missed each other so much...
oh did i mention he got mi a mango top
sho sweet!!!
i like
thank you abang!!!

Mon:
I met joan, juzilah n reka....
first i met juz n reka n went fer breakfact at vivo kfc.. then joan met us n we took a cable car ride to sentosa...
the weather was so nice til the clouds turned so damn dark.. it was gonna rain..
but no reka the monkey wanted to sit in the sand b still swim
well we ol wanted too but i was gonna rain...
well we followed the smartie pants idea ... the it rained...
we went to a nearby shade n set our bags down n guess wat... the rain was freaking heavy!!!
we got wet n were so damn cold... we sat there hugging each other...
eventually we gave up waiting fer the rain to stop cuz we were so damn hungry...
so we went to get olwashed up n changed n then we went to eat...
the food was wonderful...
after that we walked awhile n headed to vivo wer i left the gals to mi abang..
we went to beach road to hv his army uniform fer sewing... then we go drink teh tarik!!!
wer we were toking away...
then we went to indhu'slace to get his dvd n we sat to eat...
man i was so full...
n then head home

tues.:
i was home sleepin the entire day...
finally i was bout to bathe in the evening wen mi abang kold...
suddenly he told mi he is gonna mit mi n i din expect it...
i do miss him so much.. but i know he had stuff to do..
oh well he postponed it n came to it mi..
we went fer dinner at simei cuz we were lost n couldn't find simpang bedok...
in the end i juz started craving fer long john's instead...
haha..
we ate n toked n sat looking at each other...
so much i miss him... everyday i wish i could see him...
then its time to go home...
he was so tired he fell aslp toking on the fon wif mi...
i wish i ride... so that he dun send mi home ol the time n instead i can send him home..
n well the day will come...


haiz so thats mi leave...
awful long entry,,
hu cares...
i love mi life cuz mi boyfren JaaFar gave me a meaning fer mi life...
I love u baby!!!!

say welcome to me,...

Abang n me..

Yesh i m blogging after sho long...

very very busy women...

was doing alot of nonsense stuff...

got into unnecessary problems n now i m goin back to old ways to stay clear frm the indian clan...

let mi plubicize...

i HAVe a lovely dearest bf!!!!

he is Jaafar..

indian muslim..

i noe..
olways said i will nvr get married to a muslim....

n wen i noe im in love i told miself not to think... not to encourage... don't...

but mi heart gave way...

couple dating, wif mi abang n mi fwen indhu n her fiance kugan... long time i hv not done that..

n well well...

on that nyte after everything...

i onli told indhu 1 thing...

if only he was a indian....

n i really felt so sad he's a muslim n i fer the first time.. saw him not as a normal fren... but a person i actually would want to be with...

a good character hu olways respected woman n looked after them..

the one thing that i 1st actually noticed...

istead of the guy hu olways got bullied n will nvr say a word... n even if he did sadly... he lost hahaha

now the other way round...

olways i lose out...

The more i tok with him the more i'm falling for him...

the more i think being with a muslim is k..

the more i wan to b wif him..

i was smiling so much n i was feeling happy n feeling... the way i used to love wen i had a first love...

which i tot i could never find back

a feelin i cant describe.. a feelin i found again n it is so good...

to b able to love the way i used to....

knowing him fer a yr plus i nvr was worried of being wif him cuz well, i do know some things bout him n he's character..

at vivo city wif indhu i said if only he was a indian , i wan to be wif him

n now.. indian or muslim ... i love him n i will do wat it takes to be wif him...

07.10.2007

The day, confessions of feelings and the result..

we are together...

everday i nvr get tired of saying how much i love him...

so much i will miss him

olways waiting to see him..

N i will olways hold u dearly to mi heart n me...

I never get tired of looking at his face...

oh well...

so there...

and well i know this time wat i do want...

I believe in telling mi parents of mi relationship if i think he is the one

i nvr did tell them of mi previous relationships.. fer that reason

i believe i know what i want

so well mi parents n the rest of mi family all know im attached with him...

n I'm glad history didn't repeat itself n they accept him..

I'm Happy..

For Finally Being With A Person I can't Stop Loving..

Love You So mUch!!

Everyday I wake up thinking of You..

N go to Bed Wif u in My Mind..

Olways the gila 1..

haha

gila over wat...

Over mi Love

And everyday which pass i Hope that 1 day, in Years to come...

I have a baby Juz like this Baby...