waa... frm 31st jan to 30th march

waa... after so long later then im makin an entry,,
no wonder mi best fren olways asking mi to update mi blog..
so well i just finished 4 days nite... n juz got back, had a bath n now online..
tired... very actuali.. put mi on bed n i will go into hibernation mode.. hehe
well yesterday mi pt pass away due to liver cancer.. poor guy oni.. 49 yrs old..
n he has 2 teenage children..
he was a nice man as far as i rmbr him
haiz... never had pt pass away in mi shift before so was not very sure wat to do.. but everything went well
well i enjoy doin nite shift... u noe y..
its much more peaceful.. not relaxing ah! i still hv loads of werk to do but its more peaceful as in quiet... i dun hv students, collegues, sisters, relatives n esp doctors walking arnd and in n out n causing a lot of commotion.. its more quiet n i dun hv to see the ppl i dislike faces...
haiz u noe i wish in a way that i get to do permanent nyte...
i dun mind the extra cash though it can b very tiring... but i like the whole nite shift thing...
hmmm... c wer it goes..so wats goin on in mi life... alot actually...made a lot of frens.. n havin loads of fun n stress..
aniway wats love?? i dun belief in true love so wat the heck... juz go wid da flow
its nice having to guys chase u at the samt time but sadly its gets confusin n tiring
i dunnoe wer mi future lies... im leaving it to fate.. the last time i trusted a man it ended up in shit... so i dun wanna tk a chance again

the big problem is....
mi hp bill is like shit...
n i gotta do something bout it fast...
haiz... dunnoe how i wan to pay ol... aniway goin to ctrl frm now on.
money more impt then chattin wid ppl
its getting higher n higher
haiz ...
how nice if money grows on tree... i wish
k im getting very sleepy i tink im gonna go slp
zzzzz
till the next time i update
~adios~