cheeky cheeky mi

well but i forgot to say something... man !! this dr. nair is so damn cute...i won't exactly say he's handsome.. he has a very stern iron face but wen he smiles well well he looks cute.. no im not intrested... juz well admire him..hehehe c la like thiz oso i wan to add in..haiya but not mi ward doctor la.. WASTED!! he juz missed noe'in a gd soul.. MI!! ppl dun puke k i wan to get back to mi hokkien me la chao.

complainz....

haiz i oready noe i have a pt. complain bout mi but din expect sista to actuali address it today.this patient of mine complain that i din show any respect. i did not tell b4 taking her bp n pulse n wen she had asked mi for a tissue paper she said i threw a vomit bag on her table instead... seriously... if she wanted a tissue i wld hv given it to her.. y m i gonna trouble miself to the prep rm n go get a vomit bag n waste mi time.. as far as im comcerned normali i ALWAYS tell mi patients b4 i do anithing to then be it bp n pulse.. so i dunnoe y this came up.. n its obvious ywat a vomit bag is for..y m i gonna gv it to her unless she needs it.. worst of all i can't recall which patient isit...in the end sister showed it to mi lecturer ms kamala n well she toked to mi.. i expected speeches n naggins but well it was juz a talk n she said mayb its mi body language... wat a ridiculous complain... haiz.. mz b more careful.. sianz..yesterday i had a lost imr..thank god we found it but was in a diff ward..well i gt home today oni at 10.45 pm after passing report..had mi bath n now eating hokkien mee , drinkin orange juice n typin this at the same time.. waa the weather so hot man!! haiz... tmrw muz wake up earli..gtg fer medical checkup fer all bonded students... well im gonna eat finish n go slp.. so tired...

3yrs like 3 mins

man time pass damn fast!! mi frens n i were sposed to mit today but unfortunately im forced to attend an aunts bday..seriously wat the heck m i gonna do there.. so boring..haiz..well will b goin later on .. so sadly can't mit mi frens n i think the person hu is most disappointed is mi dear fren asmah... we were like suppose to mit so mant times n oways gt cancellled... i miss that monkey. we oways lyke to argue n neither one of us will gv in to each other.. well its a capricorn thing..but we noe its juz fer fun.. hmm.. 3yrs of skool OVER... been in attachment fer a mth now n time passed so fast.. i mizz ma gal frens.. hv not seen them fer a mth.. except fer jasmine.. happy that we're in the same ward at least i noe im not gonna lose contact wid her yet.. grace popped mi a happy news.. she is already accepted by CGH n iz gonna b a staff ther comin july..im starting in mid june.. 2 more weeks to end of attachment then holidays... after wich im a fully pledged SGH staff.. time definitely doesn't wait fer anione..mi sec days are still fresh in mi mind.. i feel like i juz joined nyp n the 3 yrs course iz juz bout over..all the good moments and bad.. the fun, joy, arguments, fights , tears and love.. we allw atched each other grow up in the 3 yrs... grace the quiet gal become someone chatty n cheeky thanks to mi n jas influence , vivian b more outspoken , lanlan 4eva tok out of topic bt a v hardworkin gal.jas.. well she's the same.. shld become a dietician..mi.. well become much noisier n definitely cheekier..hey its healthy to b cheeky u noe.. hehe..n learnt alot of valuable lessons.. be it to be a bttr person or a nurse... tings were learnt.. n within this 3 yrs i learnt alot of hu can b trusted n hu can't b.. hu are mi frens n hu were pretending to b mi frens.. we all became close within this 3 yrs but well i dunnoe if it will b the same wen we part our ways to the working world.. r things gonna b the same?? well as fer now juz treasure our times spent with each other n hv loads and loads of fun..n well hopefully we kip those sweet memories of our schooling days n may we never forget each other... i love n miss mi dear frens even in this moment.. ASMAH , GRACE , JASMINE , LANLAN AND VIVIAN, mengjie mi buddy , indhu n kossi mi dance mates hu gave a rocking performance together with mi during nurse's day.. n ol mi other frens hu laughed to tears with mi... man i miss mi frens.. y does time hv to pass that fast?? can i go back in time to relive these moments again? I THANK OL MI FRENS HU WERE THERE FER MI THRUOUT THIS 3 YEARS DURING MI HAPPINESS AND SADNESS... THANK U..
i will ALWAYS hold on to those special moments n time i had in mi life..
Thank GOD fer mi precious frens i was given...well.... rite now i gtg bathe n go to that bday.. man i wish i was out instead..

future...leave me out of it..

n im juz starting out... year 3.. the time we hv so much of pressure... gonna pass put soon in mid june n i still feel like idiot... so many things to learn n im goin mad... lucky most of mi staff r those hu are willin to teach man.. but mi basics r nt firm.. so how m i gonna b a staff nurse?? i worried sia... still blur bout the way arnd sgh..haiz...alot of things im unsure.. im juz worried i can't make it..to b a gd staff nurse... look at mi.. a person hu makes ppl laugh n encourage ppl, gettin scared...man i am scared bout the future...can i b 1 year old again?? mi frens all in diff ward... how r we gonna eva mit up again?? i neva expected 3 yrs to pass this fast.. n yes i enjoyed mi schooling days...the good n the bad wich made me hu i m now...sometimes i wished i studied sometin else instead..bt i come so far..too late to back out.hiaz.. but rite now mi biggest worry...workin as a staff nurse n mi biggest question... m i up to it?? only future will tell mi..

funerals...

last nite i gt a msg 4rm mi fren saying her sis in law had pass away...well she was sick fer a long time... but i din expect her to pass on... so young oni in her 30s.. one son oni in pri 4 ...wen i attended the funeral the place was filled wid ppl crying n mourning... even i miself cried...
looking at all these sometimes i juz wonder how little we appreciate n trasure the ppl arnd us...alot of times we neglect em.. all forgetting that one day we might lose them n wat r v gonna do then.. no point sitting down n regretting fer ol those things u did or did not do..cuz the person's not there animore...i agree even i m 1 of them.. neglecting mi family alot of times... y do we wait fer em to fall ill or go to dying state then show the love?? y not do it while we r healthy n fine?? cuz its oni wen something happens to our loved one wen we start feeling afraid that we might lose em...i hope i can do wat i say... show love to all ur loved ones n nvr neglect em.. cuz its too late to do all this wen they r gone.....
treasure ur life n others....
God Bless My Family n Frens.~

i wish...

i wish i did not fall sick
cuz if i din fall sick i won't hv to makeup duty... if it ws a nice staff i was workin with it would be a diff story... man!! mi s.n. sucked... n so a day spoiled wid no mood to work.. juz counting down to 3p.m. juz to end ma shift n get mi ass home to the four walls i hv to c..mi mum "sang a song"wen i asked if i cld go out.again ol bcz wen im nt feelin well i hv to stay hme.. do i hv a say...so im rottin at home wid basically nuthin much to do.unbelievable..bt yes 2 weeks of mi saturdays i stayed home n din go aniwer.. wah.. break record.;)
haiz.. wan 2 enjoy oso cannot.. mayb God c that im goin out too much n nvr at home that's y he make mi sick so i go home evriday...sometimes i juz get so tired of life that i juz wanna lock miself in a room n do nuthin bt slp..slp till im not tired animore..nt gonna happen though...
ºóª therefore in conclusion i wish i was not sick...

i wan 2 go out!

I wan to go out....!!! im rottin here... hu ask mi fall sick! now c la mi 2 sat burned jus looking at sick patients.... like i dun have enuf of it on wkdays... mi day sucked ;(