mi first dance performance

yesterday was mi performance....
one at bukit panjang a small event...
the other was at jurong west n tat was a wild event
happening n gd food n bigger stage compared to the miniature stage at bukit panjang!
tat first one mi performance was a disaster...
the second was happening though
reali enjoyed the croiwd support
but so damn tiring la
i was morning shift... took mi bath at the hospital
ran down to ttsh n tried the costumes
trial practice..
then wore make up n change into costumes as we were getting late... took cabs in the end 3 cabs in one day
freakin shit....
aniway its ol over...
mi upcoming performance is comin fer the next 2 wks saturdays..
busy women ha...
i like it!!

wat!!

got a phonecall to tell mi there's a show tmrw!!
how the hell m i gonna dance in this state.. i barely walk straight
summore at jurong cc....
i reali woudn't mind if im in gd health but reali uneasy esp wen im reali down wid mi sick...
dun feel good... reali dunno if i can make it tmrw... well got to try i guess...
the worst thing is if tmrw reali performance i nid to go little india get some stuff n collect mi costumes n go fer dance practice after tat
haiz...
reali dunnoe how,,, juz pray hard i dun faint or anithing
or mi mum will kill mi fer not listening to her
God bless mi
hehe i nid tat... alot..

will i ever recover?

sick sick....
i go back werk today then i ended up vomitting wen i reach ward
in the end go staff clinic n 2 more days mc...
stupid sick... barely ate fer 3 days...
since start of yr till now very bad luck...
haiz... tings after tings happen..
: (
reali sick n tired of all the shit goin on mi life
it juz never ends
each time i think it does, it starts again...
so many things to settle
arghhh
the oni thing wich kip mi goin is mi stress reliever in mi life .. dancing
cant wait to go up on stage n perform...
miss those days..
dancing olways been mi passion.. hopefully ol goes well
i hope i settle the problem at werk
scary position...
haiz...
GOD save mi
help mii....
ur mi ONLY saviour

ppl change

ppl change...

fer gd or fer bad
i dun reali noe wats goin on n wats happening
i dun reali wat to do
im like so confused

was sick yesterday... the whole day having fever
hit to 39.7
finally dropped today...
but mi mouth got the medicine taste
haiz... tmrw go werk
dance practice sommore...
hopefully i get ol well soon