lazy

tmrw is mi iv test n i hvn study.. can't study la... so irritated nuthin goin in mi head... i think i confirm will fail sia.. how to pass wen nvr study sia... mi fault.. supposedly i spose to study but some idiot fren kol mi go online in the end aiya dun say la.. i hate ppl makin use of mi... mcm 7 eleven... *u** la waste mi time oni... aiyo dunnoe la.. this is getting to mi head n i hvn study.. worried sia... dunnoe la i wan out frm nursing... i can't take the stress god help mi.....!
someone...

3 yrs past fast can....

aiyo so tiring... yesterday afternoon shift never go break... busy like crazy... by the time finish work n go home wattime oready sia... then today mornin shift... damn sleepy... today oso busy like shit.. din eat... finish work late summore... left ward almost 5pm sia.... hungry n sleepy but still wanna go out... made plans to mit mi best fwen to buy present fer a close fren anniversary... skali she awhile later kol n tell mi nid to go makan wid her family... but its orite... she oways ther weneva i kol aniway... cannot tahan ppl say wan to email mi n din.. waste mi time cekin oso... like i gt nuthin better to do... haiz later go back ward muz rush n do mi plug settin n bld takin.. how sia.. pray hard i lucky each time i do.... shit la dunnoe muz finish by 30th this mth.... die la.. mi iv test on fri ah.. hvn study oso.. lucky tmrw rest day..haiz.... tired ah.. feet hurt... 2 patients compliment a few of our staff plus myself.. feel so happy... usually it stopped oni with a thank u... mus learn to kip mi mouth shut sia.. tell 1 person n dunnoe how the whole wrold... haiz... difficult sia like that in the end blame me.... frm now on juz kip quiet n evrything say dunnoe better la.... haiz tired.... feeling so drained physically n mentally... no wonder hair dropping sia.. i waitin .. 3yrs later bttr quit nursing la... shit job.. tiring ah...
hey n i saw jasmine today.. she go pierce her nose... dun look that nice la... aiya her face aniway hehebut happy to see her after so long... k la.. gonna off the comp n go slp.. no one's online to chat wid mi... nuthin to do... no one wan free yak wid mi oso or mit mi... so i shall juz lock miself out of the world ~ sleep!

mi feet hurts.. some1 massasge pls

man today such a tiring day.... oni 2 nurses today.... no en or pca or students... one man show... run around like mad dog... n i tot i could b a happy junior today... so understaff... no time to eat or sit.. that busy.. lucky awhil later i had students come in... if not i tell u i dunnoe wat i will do... today mi fren gv mi heart attack.. tell mi that muz finish mi bld takin n plug settin ceklist by this week.. gv mi shock sia.. i hvn sign mi stuff... die la... i hate ceklist!!! make mi go crazy..
haiz... tiring.... mi bed callin mi... i would hv juz gone straight to bed if i wasn't expecting an email... damn i din recieve it... waste mi time this ppl... nxt time dun wan to layang oready....
wa mi roster mcm shit... reali rotate mi shift like wat oni... mi sat aftrnoon... sun n mon morning n summore sun i nid to attend mi dearrest fren chalet... haiz gt iv test n i hvn study..... aiyo.. n mi hp dunnoe wan to change not... siaow oready...aiya aniway not like i getting kols or wat... can wait la.... muz save money..ya rite.. i waiting fer pay to go shoppin actuali hehe
well basically its not ez to b a nurse.... i think they shld increase the pay hehe....
or at least gv free massage every 2 wks ah....
n mi feet still hurts~

n life goes on

day in day out... mcm routine life.. go to work then back then bathe, eat slp then life goes on the same way.. if off go out if not stay home n rot... man sometimes i feel life sux.. n im bored to death but do i hv a choice.. ever since the day i told miself to carry on.. thats wat i've been doin...
i feel more peaceful at work... n sometimes mi pt juz make mi luf... yesterday i help wid resuscitation n i bag the pt till so damn tired mi hand cramp sia..
somemore now 7th month oi...
i hv this pt in ward n he's well sort of confused.. indian muslim old guy la... he very cute la.. tok to him sure luf cuz he tok nonsense.. hehe he olways luv to reach fer his mug of water n then end up the jug will topple to the floor.. so normali i will put his locker far frm his bedside so that he can't pour water down... n he will kol hundred n 1 times n ask to put the lockeer nearer to his bed so that he can pour water on his own... n talkin to him n answering his question can tire u but he reali v cute la make ppl luf... he comes up with all kind of weird questions n does all kinda of weird things... haiz.... these pt's make mi day much more than someone else hu should b doin tings to make mi luf... i dun c being a nurse as a long term plan... its v tiring n stressful.... but we'll c wer it goes 3 yrs later
aiya im so tired... 3 days off... n lets see wat im gonn do... hv fun i hope... catch up on slp... n most importantly... study fer mi iv!!

happy national day

yeay its national day...
hehz.... like as though mi bday...
so long din come up... now workin n in charge of patients.. damn tirin... i enjoy work cuz its stressful n kkip mi mind out of mi problems...
i worry lesser... hmm but pretty much the same.. waiting fer god to shine the ans to all mi unsolved question n riddles in mi life... n i will wait patiently fer that day... n guess wat!!! i learn to cycle!!! i wanna take bike licence.... but c how la..hmmm tire la wan to slp ... update mi sad life another time eheh
nitz