y mz ppl fall sick

a very dear fren of mine... having brain infection.. haiz.. i feel sad that im not able to help.. suffering in the headache, weakness, nausea , no appetite, n can't hv bright light n hear loud sounds.. i really dunnnoe how to help.. the stupid lumbar punture results not back yet.... i dunnoe the possibilities might b cerebral abscess, or it could be some spinal cord damage cz all the symptoms round up arnd ther... n the only cause factor v have is that mi fren had a bad fall rit eon the head... i dunnoe wats gonna happen rite now.. but things are not looking good currently... i hope everythingk goes al rite.. i dun think i wan to c a critically ill fren or death.. no thanks.. i won't be able to handle that...God bless mi dear fren...muz get well

flu bug n money

i v sad..... i gt the blady flu!!!! n its here again!!! every mth kena flu... y like that... aiya n i wanna go tekka makan tmrw... how to taste the food with the sense of smell n taste gone!!! bugger! tmrw gonna mit mi once upon a time dance grp to get together n makan... n secretly celebrate mi frens bday..hm... yuck the thick pleghm in mi throat stuck n not comin out... i noe ppl hus reading are goin gross...ppl b realistic.. u noe ol this happen wen ur sick.. haiz... oh ya!!! i GOT B+ FOR MI ATTACHMENT RESULT.....woohoo... so happy.. never expect to do so well.. like v rarely.... so irritated.. i spose to mit mi dear frens on fri n they push it to next wk.. wanna beat em up... oways say mit then push to other time...monkeys... n so irritating wen ppl go missing n dun kol u....mi hp bill like shit as always... n this mth i gt 4 bday present to spent on... so basically this mth i caan't shop!!!!N I ACTUALLI WAS WAITING FER PAY SO I CAN SHOP!! c la... life sucks.. no money no fun...n making money oso no fun...hais... n if making money for fun... no time for fun .... y like that...i suppose to mit mi malay frens to watch movie, n goin jurong bird park wid another...im broke..how... well somethings gotta give...

bored as usual

wow... today i was much more productive than usual.. i actuali cooked n washed mi clothes.. i went to trim mi hair but god noes how she cut it .. makes no diff.. mcm waste mi money... n i din go church today ( again)... a mth liao... so lazy to go... god will be thinking that i oni appear wen i m in trouble n need his help.. hehe well wen i din go fer years...wen i had a problem that's wen i went back to church n wen wkly faithfully. well i became lazy.. nxt wk mz go..waa... now holiday i kip[ eating like pig... hmm... today i ate ramly burger n otah otah... now stomach ache... so humid.. wat weather is this.. so bored.. im broke.. can't shop, can't go out.. haiz.. waiting fer pay.. i dun care! im gonna shop n enjoy mi holidays.. before i start work... hmm.. n go broke all over again.. somethings juz dun change does it.

chalet chalet

wow...... mi body is aching...well there was mi class chalet on the 13th may to 15th may at pasir ris costasands... sadly the ppl at the bbq were those hu organized + some of the gals bf.. so irritating wen ppl say they r coming but dun turn up claiming they r bz n stuff.. haiz ppl... but it was fun.. the first we check in.. n guess wat wen i stepped out of the taxi i saw this stupid fella i din wan to c... i juz ignored him while he kept looking.. nonsense..
we put all our stuff away... then we started to marinate the chicken... well i did the honours of mixing it...then i had to do the next disgusting job... clear the intestines of the fish... man!! i never do it at home.. but well it's juz us n some1 had to do it... well at the end mi n mi frens smelled like fishmongers.. then we go jalan jalan n shop fer shorts.. wer i gt a kol 4rm a brudder of mine...which oni gave mi stress.. i was oready stressed wit many things n now that... haiz mi mood to cheong totalli went off man... so pressured... eventualli we all took a bath n got all dressed up n went out... n yet another kol wich add more stress... sianz.. in the end i left early... i feel so sad that i din enjoy wid mi frens that nite... but sometimes u juz can't force urself to b happy n enjoy..the next day i woke up all early n took bus 21 to the chalet... sadly im such a smart ass i took the bus at the wrong side of the road n oni realised wen i saw geylang.. damn!!! i gt down n looked desperately fer an atm machine n i oni found 1 but damn it was out of service... feel like killin miself.. y i so stupid!! eventuali i work all over the place n found an atm... may b god noes i was having a shitty morning.. so the moment i gt to the road there was a taxi.thank God. wen i reach ther guess wat.. all the monkeyz juz woke up n it was oready 10 plus..girls.. eventualli i gt mi breakfast n we were all slackin n watchin tv n they were telling mi all bout the previous nite.. i wish i cld hv been there.. oh n we went cyling fer 1 hr... n thanks to mi dear fren asmah mi butt hurts... i can't cycle so obviously i went doubles with her... she din realise there was a big branch in the way wen she turned the cycle n guess wat our butts hit hard on the seat n then we almost fell... but it was fun.. then we bbq the food... eat.. n mi fav part was at nite.. we went n bought bubbles .. we went to the baby pool.. stand in it n blow bubbles... so romantic haiz.... haiz... n wen it was time to go home the gals walk mi to take a cab... n apple started crying... n i dunnoe y... well we all r gonna miz each other.. im not crying yet cuz i noe i still hv abita of time n i definitely will mit the gals up b4 i start work..well dats life.. frens come n go..n not many stay.. hu will be still in contact ten years 4rm now .. realli hard to say.. everybody will hv their own lives... including mi..but i definitely enjoyed this chalet the most.. but the next time round im not going to hold all the money.. its tiring to look after all the financial issues..

man.... after so long mi comp n net is working again.. yipee!! hehe.. well a sat i m shockinly sitting at home n not goin out... today goin to rain sia.. well so wat hv i been up to.. well i hv officially finished mi attachment... starting mi work as a staff nurse on 13 june.. so fast ah!!! n wow i had the director of nursing tok to mi in ward n sister was so happy that i put up a gd front.. oni wat problem ...i din tie up mi hair... feel like cutting mi hair...aiya...... i dun wan to start work... n wel well wat do i hv.. mi kaypo parents looking at mi typing away hahaha....n now i wanna upload mi fotos bt mi scanner nt working rite now.. arrr.... n i m black in colour after goin to east coast.. part time nigro fer now... so dark.. n wit all min skin peeling.. eeee.. im disgusted.. ya la hu ask mi itchy backside dun put sunscreen... hmmm mother's day tmrw... i got mi mum a handbag n she actualli liked it.. hehe... y isit we oni show our love to our mum on mother's day n forget bout her after...humans... well that includes me as well... i noe i can b one lazy rebellious daughter... bt well i appreciate mi mum... she how angry oso still put food on the table fer mi n washes mi clothes n buys mi chocolates hehe... sometimes i feel so bad... well i will change.. eventually... well later we are gon go out khalsa to eat as a family.. something not done fer a long while.. i feel like shopping... bt i better stay hme tmrw la...yesterday wen i went to schl to return mi clinical diary i realised how much i miss the place... haiz.... next time im goin there will b during graduation....time pass so fast... 6 wks of attachment over... 5 weeks of holiday then i hv to function as a staff nurse... can i not start yet?? worried bout the future oready....